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INTROVERT BAKER
She does...
Sometimes I look at her, and wonder if she remembers you. Does she expect you to walk in and call out for her? Is she waiting for your...
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Jul 3, 20241 min read
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Every chord I play keeps me paralysed. Every note reminds I am yours to remain. Do you remember us sometimes? Do you remember the...
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Jan 29, 20241 min read
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Had you chosen me
I hope the angels protect you I hope you the universe works to get everything you ever dreamed of I hope the prophets whisper your name...
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Jan 19, 20241 min read
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I remember
There was a time you were mine. Your dreams were my dreams and I would have done everything humanly possible to have you smile. I...
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Dec 20, 20231 min read
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Forever an option, but the priority
I wonder what it would be like to be the priority; not to be the option, the back up forever available; I would what it would be like to...
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Nov 27, 20231 min read
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We are better as strangers
I wished I have prepared you to live on your own. I wished I had taught you how to make your favorite meal. I wished I had let you in on...
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Oct 20, 20231 min read
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Why is letting go the hardest part?
I sincerely thought we had more time...more time for you to learn and for me to bear. for it to hurt that much, I know it was love. A...
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Oct 17, 20231 min read
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Scars never disappear.
The wound never healed, Time lied. She came to me, full of promises of a better tomorrow; she lied. The tear in my flesh and the void in...
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Jul 5, 20231 min read
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If only I could trade my holidays....
The impending holidays is making me anxious; there will be free time, I do not do well with free time. I'm so tired of feeling lonely and...
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Jun 26, 20231 min read
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Even on the brightest days....
Will I ever be fine again? Was I actually ever fine? What is even the definition of fine. I learned to carry on through the storm because...
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Jun 14, 20231 min read
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Would food improve my mood?
Where do our thoughts come from? How is our mind able to conjure such crippling fears and insecurities? I am currently reading a book;...
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May 31, 20231 min read
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Talking about it is not the problem...
I can talk about you. I can talk about the harm you inflicted in surprising details without flinching. I can talk about the help I...
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Apr 11, 20231 min read
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Chapter 2: Fear of a different kind
Would his touch erase the memory of yours? Would his kiss cover the scars you left? Would his embrace help to hold the pieces together?...
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Mar 31, 20231 min read
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Why is the feeling not going away?
I should be angry, resentful, eager to move on, with a desire not to ever look back. But those random images and far gone moments creep...
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Feb 18, 20231 min read
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There is finally no going back.
Too much has been said and done for any of us to forget. I am still in denial that I lost the status of "Wife", I lost the possibility of...
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Jan 10, 20231 min read
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What am I feeling?
I deluded myself into thinking I was getting better...that I was finally getting the fatality of what happened out of my system. Until he...
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Dec 29, 20221 min read
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You never know when it is the last time
My life changed on the night of the 26th of March 2022. On the 25th of March, when I went to sleep could I have guessed that the man who...
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Dec 21, 20221 min read
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Sometimes it just comes.
I thought I was getting better, then out of nowhere it hits. The memories of the place we used to share. ....our lazy Sunday...
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Dec 16, 20221 min read
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The day where it was almost right.
I have always liked cooking. I think this might be the way I express my love. In some deep forgone corner of my subconscious, of a life...
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Dec 3, 20221 min read
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Book review: Five Love Languages: Singles Edition (1)
In my search of "self love", I was recommended this book. I don't really know what I was expecting - I sort of guide maybe or some big...
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Dec 2, 20222 min read
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